But, today, really unlike me, who always have a big appetite even in hi-fever condition, I don't feel like eating. And things just happened not really well for today. :.D
But whatever that, still Hamdalah, and prepare for tomorrow, InshaaAllah tomorrow will be a better day than today.
And i have no regret to open my blogger, here, I found myself being useful to others.
My mood really booooooosted up just to read and reply people messages and questions about many things, mostly about my life in Japan, scholarship, my sketch or design.
That's why, from my deepest heart, I really like writing stuff. But i also can not do anything about myself who really bad at writing stuff hahaha. I found myself bad at 'proper' language, more more over scientific language ^^"""" (I don;t know how i will survive this master life when I need to write scientific reports and thesis all the time T-T). Now while I'm learn Japanese also, I feel I can not really using a proper Japanese .__. One of my friend always noticing it when I speak Japanese with sensei and I continually using tameguchi, or Japanese language for daily life which should not be used to sensei. I tried my best to put "desu" in all sentences, though. Yeah, I sometimes, no, maybe often, didn't realize when I made mistake. That's why I am sometimes scare to myself. I just..... do not want to be a shitty._.
Anyway, you can easily find my crap grammar in my English even Indonesian writing. Hahaha. But that's really something I can't help, or.... I don't want to take care anymore? Maybe because.... I do not like it.
Yeah,
I won't take care of something, if I do not like it.
I will take care of something, if I do like it, if I do love it.
So,
Care means love, then.
August 9, 2016.
